||[Aug. 12th, 2009|12:22 am]
We all make so many choices all the time. They seem to come in waves. It's hard to remember times like this, when there are a million doors in front of me and the choice is mine... hard to remember this feeling when I feel helpless and trapped, cornered by whatever path I chose and unable to control anything that happens. |
Feeling cornered is miserable. But feeling accountable and entirely responsible can be suffocatingly overwhelming.
So many people, places, and paths. Boo.
We are stuck here, I think, until one of us gives in. One of us has to give in, or it will all be over. Will it be me?